God Forgives I Don't

Without a care, I just chuck Deuces…
My skin will turn numb and you’ll be stuck with what your truth is…
Then you’ll feel a way thinking I should have resisted…
Then you’ll start to see a side of me You never knew existed….
Cause you’ve never seen me act like a jerk…
I know women will provoke you and get mad when it works…
Rather reserved and that always makes matters the worst…
Cause I go on about my business and not act like it hurts…
But wait, it’s to the point I gotta ask myself…
Why the fuck is it so easy to detach myself????
Maybe it ain’t you, just something I lack myself…
But if these wounds are self inflicted then I can patch em myself…